Speak or Not

To speak?
Or not to speak?
The question I wrestled with for years.
I waited and waited.
Biding my time.
Building my courage.
Waiting to tell you.
Waiting for you to tell me.
But I waited too long.
You found her.
And now I sit here.
Now I wonder what could have been if I had only spoken sooner…
Or even at all…